Tired Yet?

The answer is no, I'm not tired yet. 

I have already come to the conclusion that I have some sort of sleep disorder. I am so tired all day (like can't concentrate,  does not compute tired as opposed to *yawn*2pm tired) but when it's time to finally sleep, I just lay there. I'm not doing anything, just staring. I stare at the ceiling, then the wall, then the closet, then the back of Jason's head, then the ceiling. I'm not even really thinking about anything, although sometimes I hear sounds that jolt me back to complete consciousness. Sounds that apparently never occurred.

Ok, so that's far enough into the psychosis for now. Let's talk about my day. Well, actually my day still has a few hours left (it's only 10pm) but my day so far.


Today started in a panic. I did not realize that my stupid computer has been one calender day off for the entire month of March. I thought I had two full days until the end of the month, but I only had one. Fun.
So, I realized that I was super far behind schedule. Now, the reason that I was behind schedule is where the problem lies. I'm never fully awake!! My brain is in a complete fog. It's really hard to find motivation when you're half asleep.


Also, my memory is shot. I've been reminding myself to do my taxes for 2 months now, and even though I see the paper every morning, I DO NOT REMEMBER it the second after I'm done looking at the paper.



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And look at that, I honestly forgot that I was in the middle of writing a blog. I looked at another page for 3 seconds and it was forgotten.